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Leaving, though in a sense not... (Please read)

Journal Entry: Sat Jun 14, 2008, 5:32 PM
Or just at least read the stuff in bold. That'll work just fine if you just want to know the basic jist of things. ^_^

I couldn't think of the work I wanted to say as the title. It's related to thinking and starts with a 'C'... Any hints?

Well, anyhoo, a lot of things have happened lately. And well, I want to reduce stress. And this account is contributing to a lot of unnecessary stress. So yeah. I want to leave DeviantArt. Well, as Applies, anyway.

I'm really stressed out about this account -- I have so many messages I haven't caught up on, and I comment no where near as much as I should. I watch way too many people, and I've tried to sort it out, but failed miserably in accomplishing anything. So yeah. I've decided to stop trying to stop an already doomed ship from sinking, and to step back and just watch it go. And perhaps go pee on some ants afterwards.

So yeah. I've set up another account on DA, and well, yeah. Nothing is uploaded on it as of yet, though... But yeah, I'm no longer going to watch just about everyone whose art I really like. I'll favorite stuff of theirs, but I'll only watch those who I find inspirational, or those who I really want to watch. I even promise to have 99.99999999991% less of the emo-journal entries. All happy from this point on~

I'll also try my very hardest to comment more on everything. I shouldn't really be nervous, but I am. ^^

But the point I'm trying to get across is that I'll no longer be Applies from this point on. If you wish to know my new account, please send a Note to this account or post in the journal if you want to know it. Or to flame me, or whatever you wish. I'm not leaving the name of the account here, because yeah. It kind of makes you obligated to go see it? And yeah, I'm ashamed of myself, so yeah. If you want to know, please ask. If you don't, then your don't have to. ^_^

You are in no way obligated to watch me. Not that you were in the first place. I won't hold it against anyone if they don't watch from this point on. And actually, I thank you for dealing with me for this long when you didn't even have to.


I want to thank you all so much for everything you have done for me; I wouldn't have improved as much I have without your help.

There's several people who I would like to thank personally, but that would contribute to the whole 'making you feel obligated to watch my new account' thing, and I really don't want that at all. So, I REALLY HOPE you do know you are who I want to thank, because I really do appreciate all of the help, advice, and critique on my artwork you have given, and for putting up with me when I was in rather childish ranting moods.

And I want to apologize to every single one of you for letting you down.

A Possible Farewell, and Best Wishes to the Future,

~Applies


PS: Should I delete all of my deviations from this account, or leave them? Unsure of what to do...

  • Mood: Shame

Terribly sorry...

Journal Entry: Fri May 16, 2008, 7:29 PM
I've been so inactive lately, guys... And I haven't been commenting much, either. Blarg, I'm such a horrible person. D<

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If you are accepted into a college, can they unaccept you? I mean, I know you can flunk out of college and get kicked out, but.... I was wondering that if I don't have enough of an average that I had when I got accepted if they'd boot me out... >_> But maybe it's like their scholarship program, where you are guaranteed a scholarship once you've attained a certain mark.

WELL, my breathing is a lot better lately. Apparently I've had allergies these past few years, and so my breathing was getting worse. So I got allergy medication yesterday, and I can finally breathe. I'm sooo happy about it. So since my breathing is better, along with my heart, I can start off fresh, hopefully. ^_^ My doctor kinda creeped me out, though. She was like, 'Do you or anyone close to you smoke?' So I was like, 'holy shit, it's cancer.' But it wasn't her diagnosis. To be quite honest, that was the first time I've felt truly frightened in a long time. Which was really weird, considering how I've been reacting with everything else... XDD

HOLY FUX IT'S MICKEH MOUSE!!!!!!!!! Who's the leader of the club that's made for you and me? M-I-C, K-E-Y, M-O-U-S-E!!!!!!!!!!!111111111111111!!! teh-urliest.

OMG, I'm going to explode of DGM. I've had nothing but DGM and KH on the brain in my spare time for the past few weeks. DX Goddamn it, why is Sephy sooo much harder in KHII than in KH? I beat him in KH at like level 53-ish, and I'm like 68 in KHII and I can't kill the bastard...! :shakefist: Stupid lack of Aeroga and MP-consuming Curaga... D< And why does he have to go so high up when he uses Descend, Heartless Angel? D< He pwns meh when I have him at one-and-a-half-bars left...DX Stupid ass bag...

MAN, I have this undying urge to play Secret of Mana. I love that game... But they sold it at all of the rental stores around here... D<

OMG, you walk across that room, Ryuk! >D

NOMGSZZZ L D:

OMG okay, in English class, I was talking to one of my friends, and we started on the topic of DeathNote. Anywho, he started talking about things and about people dying and stuff, and he started naming off almost all of my favorite characters, and I was like, 'You jerk, you just ruined the series for me...!"

And then he started laughing, and I was like, "What are you laughing at?"

And the he said, "Oh, it's a little short conversation between Light and L,

"What is it?"

"I can't tell you. It's a spoiler~"

Well, he didn't ruin the fate of Matsuda, so I'm happy. XDD

I haven't drawn anything decent, so I may not be uploading 'till Summer... Sorry...

And DGm~~~~~~~~~~ <3<3<3 For some reason, lately, I've been starting to like Crowely more. I dunno why. XDD I still can't get into the anime, though... :/

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Lavi looks so much cooler without his headband, but it matches his personality... XD


  • Mood: Noble
  • Listening to: Peanut Butter Jelly Time
  • Playing: Kingdom Hearts II
  • Drinking: Coca-Cola DX

Intermanet is up and running~~

Journal Entry: Sun Apr 27, 2008, 7:43 AM
Fweel, it's WORKIN'!!! >:D

So yeah, anyhoo, I want to apologize for any inconvenience I have caused to anyone. I'm terribly sorry for that.

And no, I don't have any deviations to upload. Sorries. I have a lot of school at the moment, and I don't have much time.... So basically, everything I drew since my computer went down is either shitty or bloody. (I tend to draw bloodiness when I'm in a bad mood... >>;; )

And by shitty, I don't mean it had shit in the picture. I mean that it's a horrible picture. Just to clarify things. =D

And when you have a horrible pair of underwear that is ungodly uncomfortable, never call them shitty. You just get odd and disgusted looks from the people ahead of you in the lunch line.

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OH MAH GAWD

Yesterday I was channel surfing, and there was this show on, something like, \My Goldfish is Evil' or something. And it really pisses me off. It made no sense... But that fish was freakin' GOD-MODDED!! WHO IN THEIR EFFING RIGHT MIND GOD-MODS A FISH!?!?! NOBODY FREAKING GOD-MODS A FISH!!!

So, anywho, right after that I seen in the credits or something that 'Magi-Nation' was on, and I was like, 'Hey, that sounds like that game I wanted to play when I was a kid, but whenever I went to rent it, it was always out. And right after I went to rent it, it was in the sales bin...' And anywho, the enemy was renting it out. I hate renting from the enemy. Yeah, sure, sometimes I buy from them, (FE - $15, GC Memory card - $2 = :omfg: ) But I never rent from them. I hope they die... DX

But anywho, I decided to watch it just to see if it was it, and it was. 'Cause the only thing I remember from it was that this brown-haired kid named Tony did something or other and he went to this world with monsters in it. (OMFG so original...!) And it was it. And it made me happy. I don't know why, but it did. I can't say I enjoyed it though, 'cause by trying to make him sound younger or something, they made him sound as if he got kicked in the 'nads repeatedly. (My apologies to the voice actor)

But yeah. Oh, and I started playing WoW for a little bit. My character's name is 'Iesthe' and he's a blood-elf rogue or something. Yeah. Illidan or something server. I suck ass, so yeah. LVL 9

And I've just recently picked up Etrian Odyssey again, and I just made it to the 3rd Stratum...! I had just started on the first floor of the 2nd stratum like five days ago, so I'm happy...! w00t! >D

Oh, and if anyone wants an invite to Wajas, I got 25 invites. XDD My brother's girlfriend got me to join. ^^; I'll give you a free dooda-watser if you join, 'cause they're pretty expensive buggers and you don't start out with any.

So if you want one, just send me a note with your e-mail and I'll send you one. It need me to send them via e-mail. Sorry... DX Oh, and I won't e-mail you or add you to any messengers if you do send an e-mail address, so yeah. In fact, I'll delete the note right after I send you the invite if you want. The site is invite only due to technical reasons or something. To see how many people the bandwidth can hold or something is the explanation I heard...

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Oh, and yeah, I've read all of your comments, and I really appreciate them. I really need to respond to them, and I will. It may take me awhile, though... >>;;

THE EPIDEMIC OF BACKWARDS HANDS NOW HAVE REACHED HIS FEET... D< And it used to be only limited to Snowe, too... D:

  • Mood: Noble
  • Listening to: Computer 'mmmmrrr'-ing
  • Playing: Etrian Odyssey
  • Drinking: Cherry Berry Punch... DX

Sorry.

Journal Entry: Sun Apr 13, 2008, 11:45 AM
My computer hasn't been working properly and cannot process the internet signal very well recently, if it can at all. I know it's not my internet, because it works just fine on my brother's laptop and on my DS, so... ???

So I apologize belatedly, and in advance, for any problems or offence anyone has taken or may in the future take to this.

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Yeah, speaking of which, how do you ';Play With Anyone' on Luminous Arc? I've waited over an hour on that, and it didn't show anyone. Do you have to do specific, as in it has to be wireless rather than Wi-Fi? Or do I just such so much that it hates me...? DX

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I apologize once again, and thanks guys for your time. ^^

  • Mood: Noble
  • Listening to: Snoring
  • Playing: Atelier Iris

18 + Animaritimes + Lum.Arc Friendcode

Journal Entry: Sun Mar 9, 2008, 4:59 PM
EDIT: The friend code was wrong. I added the right one no, so... D:

lolz, I'm 18 now, and noes. DX Yeah, I got birthday money and went to

ANIMARITIMES

On Saturday XDD It was fun. I was walking around it Artist's Alley, and I was looking at the stuff, and at that same time I was thinking of this picture on DA that someone said they were going to bring to a con as a sticker or a button or something, and right when I was thinking of it I looked down and it was right at the table I was at, directly in the center of my field of vision. XD And I bought it~

I also wasted like $80 money in the artist's alley, and I wasted like $40 on stuff for friends and stuff, and I blew the rest of my money on keychains, a moogle plushie, a Zelda stylus, Shippuden shoes and headband and stuffs. And I don't watch Shippuden. DX It was ALL PEER PRESSURE. But now I'm an expert background character, so it doesn't matter. And the shoes are really comfy~~~ I'm so going to buy another pair when they wear out. They're really breezy, yet they're really warm, so they're better than slippers~~

I have a grand total of 25 cents left from the stuff I brought with me. DX I brought like 150-160.

And this person kept running into the vendors room and yelling 'I lost the game', and everybody groaned. DX You lost, by the way~~
MOGNETMOGNETMOGNETMOGNETMOGNETBENYOUBETTERBEMOGNETTINGRIGHTNOWMOGNEEEEET~~~

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And yeah, I bought Luminous Arc, too. My friend code is:

1375 - 6896 - 6420

In case anyone wants to know~~~

If you have Luminous Arc and a friend code, post it here...! D<

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ONOESIHAVETOREADD.GRAY-MAN
I missed it due to lack of internet.

And they didn't have any D.Gray-man manga there... DX Lest I would have wasted more monies.

  • Mood: Noble
  • Listening to: Metal Clanking
  • Reading: Not yet, but D.Gray-Man
  • Watching: Nonething
  • Playing: Luminous Arc
  • Eating: Porkchop
  • Drinking: Pepsi